wishing.

wishing is a waste of time.
i think i'm fairly resigned to that being the case.
i mean, wishing is fine, in theory,
but working gets more results, by a landslide.
however,
i still make my wishes, since they don't cost anything,
and then i get busy doing stuff to make what i want a reality.
no sense in waiting around expecting magic treats to surround you
simply because you want them to.
yeah.
in that sense,
daruma is kind of an A*-hole.
y'know?
clearing your mind, and not wanting anything,
and sitting around for like, nine years, staring at a wall?
what the F*?
i can't hang out with that, at all.
i've got sh!t to do, neighbors.
right?
at least he looks cool,
and that counts for something in my book.
he can have my share of all the sitting around,
and while he's straight grillin' his see-balls at the walls,
i'll be plenty busy wishing a mutha-'ucker would try to halt my grind.
on the other hand,
the dolls symbolize perseverance,
and goal-oriented accomplishments.
oh, yeah, and good luck,
and all of that is pretty rad.
so,
i'm calling it even,
and i'm letting my daily daruma drawing jauns continue.
check the set-your-goals-type teleport:

awwwww.
he's just a little guy!!
it's like a jar of frowning bearded weirdie!!
and that's expert.
it's not wasting time if you're doing something.
maybe it's just practice for the bigger action, the bigger picture,
or the bigger, better version of your really real life...
or,
maybe this is actually all that there is.
either way,
it's all really happening,
and i'm doing plenty of my own stuff while it does.
y'all can mush in your rooms,
but i'll stay portabella.
there's a grind date to make, kids,
and i'm on it;
never quiet, never soft.....