lights.

hey friends!
i am learning to wire things today.
uh-huh.
check the teleport:

this looks good?
maybe...
neighbors,
i'm gonna be all alone on hallowe'en.
awwwwwww, man.
it's cool.
i hate fun, anyway.
really.
parties?
no thank you.
costume contests?
(they're usually at a bar, and that's the last place i ever want to be)
trick or treatin'?
i'm a little gray in the haunches and long in the tooth to expect anyone to
give up the goods to a lone giant,
and vegan candy is usually only about ten percent of the haul, anyway.
womp womp.
so, i'll be all dressed up,
and i'll literally have nowhere to go.
i s'pose that's the way it has to be.
it isn't as if i'm unaware a whole month in advance.
that won't stop me.
it couldn't sop me-
i do what i do because i am compelled to,
and never because of what i get out of it.
that's real.
i never ever make art because i love doing it.
heck, that's not even a little bit true.
i do what i do because i honestly feel like i have to,
like,
i am possessed.
like,
there is a pressure building that can only be alleviated with productivity.
like,
i might be haunted by the infinite spirit of samhain,
and i am making sh!t just to sit in solitude and eat treatsi made myself.
and if so, i accept the terms and conditions of this venture.
i'm on it, y'all.
hard.
and i'm illuminating the faux-brassworks while i'm at it.
today is the day.
just like every day.
the only difference is,
today has more batteries involved...
(that's what she said?)
i dunno what's happening, precisely,
but i think that whatever it all really is,
it's exactly the right series of unfolding chain reactions;
never quiet, never soft.....