infinite nature.

when i make fun happen, i really make it happen pretty hard.
even when its soft and fuzzy.
hot glue, googley eyes, and of course, puffballs!
(uhhhhh, i mean: they POM-POMS, bitch!!)

i am a 'makey' person. i make stuff. i make the magic happen. i make out. i make moves. i make that celery, son. i make it look easy. i make things harder on myself. i make messes. i make love.
i'm all makey.
shoot, i even make breakfast AND dinner.
creation. creating. being creative. creative writing. creative solutions to life's daily problems.
all contributions to the universal secret plan.
all reparations for making 'Albie Rock'.
if the old you sucks hard full balls, make a new one.
you'd think i would've made me cooler. gotta be true to your own infinite nature, i guess. 
when you make yourself better, when you reinvent your self, when you release version 2.o,
you effectively kill off the old you. cold blooded premeditated character assassination.
the person you used to be, the one your old friends and old flames 'just dont KNOW anymore'.
its the idea of spirit and memory, man. you're a smoke ring.
but that, of course, isn't the end of it....
    just being dope, choosing the wrench, the whole idea. the big picture. the kit and kaboodle,
requires that you earn the new you. every day in every way. every decision every time.
i'm not just repeating myself over and over because i cant think of anything else, yo.
its called keeping it real.
its the weregild for making a haunted house out of my body. old ghosts fueling the furnace.

it reminds me of being in college, and figuring out that if no one knows you're a shy d&d nerd,
then you're NOT as far as they know. you decide who you are by how you are. (i'm sayin'.)
remember that old Bane song, superhero? heres the important lyrics:

Yes, the body is weak, but the mind is strong
and it controls the body,
you are not a slave,
and I am not a superhero.
The difference between hard
and impossible is a thousand miles wide,
but that's not what you want to hear.
So you live a lifetime of regret
instead of moments of uncomfort
never knowing how great it feels to be free.


i'm storytelling my own epic saga, one verse at a time.
hopefully.
actually, its probably a lot like punch and judy.
figures.... 

jess took this photo in covent garden, london.
there was a whole huge puppet shop.
it marks the spot where the first u.k. performance happened.
you cant beat that with a stick.
word.