it's the first of the month,
get up get up get up so cash yo checks and get up.
that's right, my ninjas-
february is here.
do you know what that means, y'all?
yeah.
oh, don't worry your minky little faces, friends-
i said it.
hmmm?what do you mean 'said what'?
oh, c'mon, now, don't be dumb.
RABBIT RABBIT.
...duh.
my monthly magic word, doubled-up and down,
and spit out into the atmosphere with aplomb and ill-omened good intentions.
that's a thing, kids.
we'll see what kinds of cosmic kismet it summons up from the secret universal plans,
a tantamount tantric magic mantra, in duplicate, duders
i'm not much for hoping, kids,
but something more expert than this last lamentably lambasted year
has just gotta be coming this way sooner or later.
because otherwise,
i'm just some self-immolated idiot who gave it all up and ran out of juice,
wasting away the days and weeks and months
and mutha-F*ing years on imaginary friends.
holy sh!t.
what-whaaaaat?
check the rabbit-holey teleport:
(the shutter on my camera is broken, too.)
i might actually be a crazy person.
they say if you're worried, you probably aren't,
but what if you're a self-aware self-deluding narcissist?
uh-huh-
i'm just saying i'm a little itty bit tricky,
and could probably fake it, just to reassure myself i don't have it.
'cause if i know i'm faking, i must not be afflicted, y'heard?
kinda like tourette's and bob wiley.
anybody?
no?
oh well-
all these true stories, neighbors.
they aren't always easy to tell.
but they are all always really happening.
***********
this place is F*ed up.
home is where the heart is, but also where the house is,
and moreover, where all your stuff is.
goddammit.
this place was filled up to the flippin' brim with the treats and treasures
that i'd gathered and gifted since forever.
gilded and glutted and hoarded hottness, stacked and packed into all the places.
it sure as sh!t looks different without it, i'll tell you what.
i guess that's the problem with a generous nature, ninja-
you give it up, and then it goes away.
awwwwwwwww.
and it's ALL gone.
bye-bye.
exorcised and excoriated, vanished and vanquished;
there's a great big empty collection of rooms left behind.
wide open spaces inside enclosed places.
actually,
now it just looks exactly like it's felt for some time.
Folk Life & Liberty, liberated and looted and left for dead.
haha.
take it easy, friends.
it's only my youth, my hair, and my singular focus that have disappeared.
awwwwwwwwwww.
i still have my infinite nature and my considerable skills.
which account for approximately zero percent desirability in these here hills.
.............yeah.
so,
every day has been the worst one, for a good long while,
but today is THE day, in point of fact.
the nadir of adversarial anniversary activation, kids.
it's the last day of a lot of things,
but it's also the brink of the absolute new hottness.
real life continues to surprise me,
mostly by virtue of how it all keeps happening all the time.
i guess that's just how it goes.
*
rabbit rabbit, kids.
i said it, and i meant it, and i'm ready for what's next-
unless it is something even suckier,
and if so,
i would like just a small break if only to get prepared for the big action;
never quiet, never soft.....
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