self-effacing.

still at it:







the trick is to keep going:








and never ever ever stop.
otherwise,
it stops being a thing,
and becomes a used-to-be.
that's not as good, neighbors.
so,
i'm still going strong:









why?
you know why.
too much is the right amount,
and rules is rules.
that means the object is still MORE:




 




all the time,
every day.
and when i get tired of it?
yup.
i do it some more:

























that's how i stay focused.
fighting through the tedious spans,
and grinding away at each morning's routine,
waiting for the day to really begin.
it's all really happening:



that's the whole point;
never quiet, never soft.....